[He tries to speak, but all he manages is a short squeak before averting his eyes. His hands clench and unclench, and he gulps. How's he supposed to even explain himself? This man's words pierce him like bullets one by one. And to think that this is all coming from a guy who looks so much like Terra...]

That's not it!

[He finally manages, turning his eyes back on Xemnas. His face starts to twist into a scowl, and he tips his head back, trying to look more confident than he truly feels inside.]

If I lose all my memories I've made, then how'll I be able to help Terra and Aqua? I'd go back just the way I was, and everything would play out exactly the way Lea said. Terra would...

[He stops himself before even entertaining the thought. It's just too much to bear.]